emotionless suicide

people think of the word suicide and get scared, worried, paranoid maybe. granted, it is a scary thing. the physical death itself is scary, not unheard of, but certainly dare not be talked about. maybe i'll talk about that at another time but i wanted to write about something and ACCUSE YOU of something that you've probably dealt with in the past or maybe recently. why on earth would you commit emotionless suicide? okay maybe you don't know it by that term. emotionless - without emotion. suicide - killing ones self. emotionless suicide - killing ones emotion without even feeling it. lose you yet? stay with me. how often do we give up that vacation we want to make some more money? how often do we want something SO badly but put everything else before that? how often do we ignore the people that are closest to us because we are too busy concerned with ourselves? how often do you shed light on the fact that school.work.repeat is NOT supposed to be the story of your lives. and no, getting drunk every now and then doesn't put an end to the problem either, probably just makes it worse.

HOW ARE WE OKAY WITH THIS? how does a world continue to move despite the fact that it is missing direction? a car that is running on E, driving further and further from the gas station. that is who we are. we think it is going to be okay but unless we stop and do something about it, it is NOT. what are we supposed to do you ask? STOP LIVING BY JUST "GETTING BY". start living with the realization that your life is worth SO MUCH MORE than you know - stop being annoying, stop being mediocre, stop complaining, stop watching. start asking, start wondering, start acting and please stop destroying yourself with worthless motions and meaningless days.