it's a start

i was going to bed.. well, i was actually in bed already. and then it dawned on me.. why not create a blog? ok, so maybe its not the most creative idea in the world.. and yea it has hit me before. but i fought it before with the whole "why do people need to read what i think?" question. and i'm still not sure, but hey how do you figure out the answer to a question without testing it out right? going to seek out those answers. so what do i hope to accomplish here?

well i write.. just for fun, yea i know - what a concept. im not the biggest talker.. well ok sometimes. but for the most part.. i dont like things held up inside me. not a healthy way to go. an idea pops in your head - go ahead, i invite you to write. its liberating really and i know it might sound a little "blah". But it's really not - give it a shot, just once or twice. write for no reason at all.. just the thoughts in your head

and you will give way to ideas that you never knew you had

thoughts you never thought were yours

maybe they're still not...