don't die on me...

what the hell do you need to keep going? haven't you tried it all yet? the relationships that falter and fail because they are built on lies and mistrust? the drinks that seems to be a stress-reliever but in fact is nothing more than a temporary asylum for you to escape into? or what about the drugs that constantly fill you up making you somebody you are not - at all? Can't relate? What about that BROKEN life that you live in that you try to patch up by working ALL the time, or being out ALL the time. why do you NEED constant communication with people at all times? WHAT IS YOUR LIFELINE? WHAT IS IN YOUR IV DRIP? what are YOU thirsty for? what are you LONGING for? your life has so much potential. yea sure you can do whatever you want to do, but what if there was one thing you were SUPPOSED to do? why do we keep running and burning out and trying to fill up on watered down fuel? where is the real stuff? where is the high premium 93 grade gasoline? its at your heart, people. no i'm not saying everything has to be spiritual but how much sense would it make to live a life that is NOT all about ourselves? a life that models the perfect model? stop running when you don't have to. escape but for a brief moment into the blissful presence of a creator a million times as powerful as you, who loves everyone, but at the same time loves YOU.